Danielle

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 06:14:19 GMT

man its so cool to be in love.

even when being in love means the person youre in love with is a pain.

its still cool.

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 07:43:24 GMT

i feel like im going through my awkward phase right now.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 03:05:44 GMT

oh california, you beat ny anyday

here are things i like

2008. from a hostel internet

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:49:38 GMT

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
do great things for my birthday

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no and no. its retarded

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no.

5. What countries did you visit?
usa. woo

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
money.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
none really. it was a roller coaster

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
living on my own, doing well in school, buying a car

9. What was your biggest failure?
um, right now. im a tard.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i was sick this week

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my trip to san fran

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
idk

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
everyone

14. Where did most of your money go?
to my idiotic mistakes.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my awesome trip/finally getting to save money

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
idk really

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? a little of both, mostly happier
ii. thinner or fatter? it goes up and down
iii. richer or poorer? plateu

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
saving money

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
spending money

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with no money and no presents

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
ive already been so

22. What was your favorite TV program?
none. i dont watch tv

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i dont hate anyone really

24. What was the best book you read?
i just re read books 10000 times. so id say the same books over and over. prob ham on rye, my fave

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
none. im too lazy

26. What did you want and get?
my car, my trip

27. What did you want and not get?
my life together

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
nada

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 22. i went to south beach and stayed there with friends. it was amazing

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if i had more money

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
its called cant afford anything but...

32. What kept you sane?
reuben, di, myself, bianca, carolina

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
zilch

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
none. nader, ftw

35. Who did you miss?
bianca right now

36. Who was the best new person you met?
carolina

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
im poor and i make expensive mistakes

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
whatevs

Pretty much I wrote dumb answers cause i have to shit, im up at 345 cali time because i missed my flight like an idiot and i have a brand new expensive one in two hours.

ftw.

san fran was still amazing

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:55:22 GMT

me wanting to move= phase two

this time, san fran!

Thu, 08 May 2008 02:13:12 GMT

im so excited....this weekend i finally get to enjoy my life 100 % with no dogs, no work, no school, no responsibilities.

i get to hang out with reub tan alot and get to celebrate with my best friendlies.

this entry is dedicated to reuben, since he just admitted he lurks my lj to see what im really thinking:

HI REUB!!!!!

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:14:43 GMT

theres something about today that makes me upset nostalgic and extremely anxious. i need to get out of here.

my heart isnt in the right place

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 01:08:36 GMT

i wish i was doing bigger and better things somewhere else.

its all f.i.u's fault. or mine for caring about what my parents wants. blah.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 14:49:53 GMT

i just woke up and already i just feel happy knowing im out of school for at least a few weeks.

fuck i cant wait to get tan.

in other news im on b.c. and it hasnt made me crazy yet. woohoo for reuben.

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 19:17:12 GMT

im at school. like always. super lonely because i dont talk to anyone for hours on end.

thankfully that all ends by next tuesday. for two weeks at least.

and im spending a weekend at the beach with my love and hopefully two mexis. i cant wait. im going to be 22 soon and i hope it doesnt turn out as horrific as 21 was. the end of 21 is alot better than the beggining.

I dont know why I always think new beginings will change things for me.

basicly i just feel like this all day/all night.

I was just thinking,

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:26:21 GMT

It feels nice to be in a normal relationship.

GAYGAYGAY

i know. but i took a good look at drunko reuben pissing in a coral gables alley. and it was amazing. and i let the past two years play back over and over. and regardless of what bad stuff has happened to me in my life. im thankful for it every day because i got to meet, know, and love this little nerd. who made my bitch dog love him. who made me stop being an immature little kid. and made me appreciate people who are good in my life.

point being. i love this fat face

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:45:45 GMT

i feel like money is in the back of eyelids. its all i think about and worry about. yuck

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:25:05 GMT

i love downloading alot of music.

it rules.

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 21:21:38 GMT

life is such a chore sometimes.

im glad i have photo reub and friends. it makes it nice after all

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 17:50:55 GMT

im learning so much to appreciate people. even though all my favorite people are starting to leave me. its ok.

and im starting to download music again instead of being lazy. and im going to go buy a million things of film today. its so great outside. i love today.

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:22:52 GMT

again, best and worst year of my life. glad i can spend the last month of it laughing instead of crying, wishing i was elsewhere and hating friends.

hope 2008 is a continuation of my life since the month began

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 19:21:51 GMT

since i never have time to sit and write...i just wanted to say that this year has changed me and my life so much. ive learned what it is to live with people. ive learned what it is to live with one person. how to sever friendships that are holding me back in life. how to re-evaluate lost friendships and give them another chance.and how to stop judging every new girl i meet. ive felt some really terribly shitty times this year, but im just so happy that i get to end it happy with an abundance of nice people who dont talk shit all the time.

i wish i had so many other pictures. because there are just too many people that i love insanely. thanks everyone for helping me finish this year off as one of the most positive of my life

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 04:13:18 GMT

i feel like my life is a day to day rut.

sometimes it sucks heavy like yesterday.
sometimes its so great, like today.

i wish i had a constant.

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:11:26 GMT

i hate money.

so much.

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 18:12:15 GMT

im thankful that life is somewhat working out my way.

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:49:21 GMT

im so tired of being concerned about others.

finally time for me to care about me...i move in tommorow. and itll be good finally

really,

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 14:58:59 GMT

i hate people who hurt my friends.

i want to rip their faces off.

why do people suck so much?

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 03:54:45 GMT

i feel lonely. and like my hair is too thick.

and i hate that i had a dream i was pregnant. today just wasnt my day.

maybe

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 05:18:59 GMT

I had two dreams:

1. I was the first female student to attend Belen, and they made me play on the basketball team. Reuben was at a pep rally wearing a backpack that was my snakes cage. He tripped, fell on his back and killed my snake.

2. I was a mom and overheard my daughter on the phone with a friend saying "God, my mom is such a bee-yotch".

I hate that I had a kid in my dream. And i hate that she called me beeyotch. I feel like I turn into an old lady more and more every day. Sometimes I like it. Sometimes it makes me feel so sad. I cant help that Im a nostalgic person. But I can try and at least distract my way out of being one.

Me and Reubs are two weeks away from moving out. Im trying not to jinx myself but this is the first place that is cool with my dogs 100 percent. If you arent cool with my stupid asses then f-you

cause I love them<3

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:25:00 GMT

everything falls through. im so annoyed