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[10 Nov 2009|02:12am] |
man its so cool to be in love.
even when being in love means the person youre in love with is a pain.
its still cool.
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[02 Oct 2009|03:42am] |
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i feel like im going through my awkward phase right now.
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[09 Feb 2009|09:50pm] |


oh california, you beat ny anyday
here are things i like


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| 2008. from a hostel internet |
[14 Dec 2008|03:54pm] |
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before? do great things for my birthday
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no and no. its retarded
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no
4. Did anyone close to you die? no.
5. What countries did you visit? usa. woo
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? money.
7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? none really. it was a roller coaster
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? living on my own, doing well in school, buying a car
9. What was your biggest failure? um, right now. im a tard.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i was sick this week
11. What was the best thing you bought? my trip to san fran
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? idk
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? everyone
14. Where did most of your money go? to my idiotic mistakes.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? my awesome trip/finally getting to save money
16. What song will always remind you of 2008? idk really
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? a little of both, mostly happier ii. thinner or fatter? it goes up and down iii. richer or poorer? plateu
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? saving money
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? spending money
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with no money and no presents
21. Did you fall in love in 2008? ive already been so
22. What was your favorite TV program? none. i dont watch tv
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i dont hate anyone really
24. What was the best book you read? i just re read books 10000 times. so id say the same books over and over. prob ham on rye, my fave
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? none. im too lazy
26. What did you want and get? my car, my trip
27. What did you want and not get? my life together
28. What was your favorite film of this year? nada
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 22. i went to south beach and stayed there with friends. it was amazing
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? if i had more money
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? its called cant afford anything but...
32. What kept you sane? reuben, di, myself, bianca, carolina
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? zilch
34. What political issue stirred you the most? none. nader, ftw
35. Who did you miss? bianca right now
36. Who was the best new person you met? carolina
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. im poor and i make expensive mistakes
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. whatevs
Pretty much I wrote dumb answers cause i have to shit, im up at 345 cali time because i missed my flight like an idiot and i have a brand new expensive one in two hours.
ftw.
san fran was still amazing
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[10 Dec 2008|03:54pm] |
me wanting to move= phase two
this time, san fran!
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[07 May 2008|10:04pm] |
im so excited....this weekend i finally get to enjoy my life 100 % with no dogs, no work, no school, no responsibilities.
i get to hang out with reub tan alot and get to celebrate with my best friendlies.
this entry is dedicated to reuben, since he just admitted he lurks my lj to see what im really thinking:
HI REUB!!!!!
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[30 Apr 2008|01:07pm] |
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theres something about today that makes me upset nostalgic and extremely anxious. i need to get out of here.
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| my heart isnt in the right place |
[24 Apr 2008|09:01pm] |
i wish i was doing bigger and better things somewhere else.
its all f.i.u's fault. or mine for caring about what my parents wants. blah.
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[18 Apr 2008|10:42am] |
i just woke up and already i just feel happy knowing im out of school for at least a few weeks.
fuck i cant wait to get tan.
in other news im on b.c. and it hasnt made me crazy yet. woohoo for reuben.
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[15 Apr 2008|03:13pm] |
im at school. like always. super lonely because i dont talk to anyone for hours on end.
thankfully that all ends by next tuesday. for two weeks at least.
and im spending a weekend at the beach with my love and hopefully two mexis. i cant wait. im going to be 22 soon and i hope it doesnt turn out as horrific as 21 was. the end of 21 is alot better than the beggining.
I dont know why I always think new beginings will change things for me.
basicly i just feel like this all day/all night.
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| I was just thinking, |
[08 Mar 2008|05:18pm] |
It feels nice to be in a normal relationship.
GAYGAYGAY
i know. but i took a good look at drunko reuben pissing in a coral gables alley. and it was amazing. and i let the past two years play back over and over. and regardless of what bad stuff has happened to me in my life. im thankful for it every day because i got to meet, know, and love this little nerd. who made my bitch dog love him. who made me stop being an immature little kid. and made me appreciate people who are good in my life.
point being. i love this fat face
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[26 Feb 2008|03:44pm] |
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i feel like money is in the back of eyelids. its all i think about and worry about. yuck
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[25 Jan 2008|12:24am] |
i love downloading alot of music.
it rules.
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[13 Jan 2008|04:20pm] |
life is such a chore sometimes.
im glad i have photo reub and friends. it makes it nice after all
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[04 Jan 2008|12:49pm] |
im learning so much to appreciate people. even though all my favorite people are starting to leave me. its ok.
and im starting to download music again instead of being lazy. and im going to go buy a million things of film today. its so great outside. i love today.
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[31 Dec 2007|07:21pm] |
again, best and worst year of my life. glad i can spend the last month of it laughing instead of crying, wishing i was elsewhere and hating friends.
hope 2008 is a continuation of my life since the month began
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[26 Dec 2007|02:15pm] |
since i never have time to sit and write...i just wanted to say that this year has changed me and my life so much. ive learned what it is to live with people. ive learned what it is to live with one person. how to sever friendships that are holding me back in life. how to re-evaluate lost friendships and give them another chance.and how to stop judging every new girl i meet. ive felt some really terribly shitty times this year, but im just so happy that i get to end it happy with an abundance of nice people who dont talk shit all the time.







i wish i had so many other pictures. because there are just too many people that i love insanely. thanks everyone for helping me finish this year off as one of the most positive of my life
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[30 Nov 2007|11:12pm] |
i feel like my life is a day to day rut.
sometimes it sucks heavy like yesterday. sometimes its so great, like today.
i wish i had a constant.
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[27 Nov 2007|12:11pm] |
i hate money.
so much.
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[22 Nov 2007|01:09pm] |
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im thankful that life is somewhat working out my way.
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